this unused dusty journal might as well serve some purpose

[sammywhatammy]

HULLO DAHLIN'.

THE BASICS:

☉ Sam or Sammy
☉ 22/03/1987
☉ demigirl maybe? she/her
☉ panromantic demisexual
☉ from Princeton, NJ
☉ SF Bay Area transplant since 2010
☉ obsessed with pink
☉ radiates sunshine and rainbows
☉ (also obsessed with rainbows)

❤ MY PARTNER ❤

❤ Jack is the love of my life ❤
❤ they/them
❤ we met through tumblr years ago, but fell out of touch
❤ anonymously responded to each other for Shiro/Keith RP on rpanons
❤ reconnected, got close fast
❤ I fell in love after meeting them the first time
❤ I confessed and asked to be rejected because he had a girlfriend at the time
❤ he realized his feelings a few months later
❤ they confessed to me with flowers and chocolates arriving at my door on Valentine's Day 2019, with a personal note
❤ my first relationship began at age 32 and it was worth waiting for
❤ we're grossly/adorably in love, sorry not sorry, please be forewarned
❤ we're going to have a Sailor Moon/Voltron themed wedding

THINGS TO KNOW:

★ roleplay character list
★ fandom list (very outdated)
★ ESFP or ENFP or ENFJ
★ Aries sun/Capricorn moon/Virgo rising, and a Fire Rabbit
★ Hufflepuff (tied with Gryffindor, but I choose to be a proud Puff!!!)
★ Firebending Avatar
★ personality summed up: I'm Lottie from Princess and the Frog but sharing backstory and ~troubled~ history with Jim from Treasure Planet.
★ or if you're familiar, MANGA version of Chibiusa from Sailor Moon

THE WOO-WOO STUFF

♈︎ Aries sun, Capricorn moon, Virgo rising
♈︎ I'm a beginner witch!
♈︎ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* FREE TAROT READINGS *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ (I need the practice, haha)
♈︎ always been spiritual but didn't start actively being spiritual until awakening in August '20
♈︎ I'm more spiritual than witchy, but I'd rather call myself a witch and associate with other cool misfits like myself
♈︎ chakras, tarot, crystals, astrology, kundalini, Buddhism, meditation, shadow work, intuition (euphemism for psychic abilities), deity work, lunar cycles, spells, manifestation, etc
♈︎ I'm a member of my local Universalist Unitarian church
♈︎ if you're uninterested, I'll warn for it
♈︎ if you're interested, I have a spiritual/witchy discord server! let me know to be invited!
♈︎ I also have a spiritual/witchy instagram account!
♈︎ main altar, money altar, ancestor altar, shadow work altar, St. Michael altar
♈︎ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* S O M A N Y C R Y S T A L S *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ (my favorites are my Mercedes black tourmaline and my ocean jasper freeform (with bonus cat)


SHIT THAT SUCKS:

☁ I AM HORRIBLY MENTALLY ILL! 8D 8D 8D
☁ CPTSD
☁ bipolar ii (mild highs, catastrophic apocalyptic lows)
☁ ADHD + ODD
☁ OCD "spectrum"/BFRBs (trichotillomania, dermotillomania)
☁ due to my CPTSD, please don't ever succumb to anger and yell at me. even if it's on the internet, I spiral into a miserable anxious wreck for at least a week. I AM A VERY SELF AWARE AND REASONABLE PERSON, you can talk to me like an adult and I will listen!


SHIT THAT'S AWESOME:

☄ singer
☄ voice actor
☄ 2D animator
☄ storyboarder
☄ mental illness survivor
☄ language lover. hopefully swedish, arabic, farsi, hawaiian, italian, hindi. ペラペラじゃありませんけれど、日本語を話します。

VIDEO GAMES:

⤍ have had: philips cdi, sega game gear, sega genesis, nintendo gameboy color & sp, playstation 1 & PSone, psp, nintendo ds, gamecube, wii u
⤍ have now: playstation 2 (x2), playstation 3 (x2), playstation 4, [;aystation 4 pro, playstation vita, nintendo 3ds xl
⤍ prince of persia 2008, mass effect series, okami, chrono trigger, final fantasy ix, bioshock infinite, the wolf among us, thomas was alone, jak & daxter trilogy (esp. 2), uncharted series (esp. 2), kingdom hearts series (esp. birth by sleep), alice: madness returns, apotheon, persona 5, danganronpa series, zero escape series (esp. virtue's last reward), fire emblem fates: conquest, tyranny, soma...
⤍ aaaaaaaand I'm horribly obsessed with dragon age. (i own all the lore books, art books, novels, comics, tabletop game rules and campaign books, official clothing.......)
⤍ Final Fantasy XIV!

FAVORITES OF THINGS:

⨕ TV: elementary, qi, brooklyn 99, sanctuary, blackadder, jeeves & wooster, bbc's the musketeers, parks & recreation, pride & prejudice (1995), miss fisher's murder mysteries, sanctuary...
⨕ MOVIES: singin' in the rain, moulin rouge, star wars series (minus those of which we do not speak), resident evil series (don't judge meeeeee they're my guilty pleasure), back to the future trilogy, midnight in the garden of good & evil, galaxy quest, secondhand lions, men in black, tron: legacy, 28 days later, the hunger games series, maytime, pirates of the caribbean trilogy, midsummer night's dream (1935), stranger than fiction...
⨕ MUSICALS: nine, carousel, man of la mancha, hamilton, flower drum song, the little mermaid, hedwig and the angry inch...
⨕ CARTOONS: futurama, steven universe, adventure time, gravity falls, the amazing world of gumball, spongebob squarepants, archer, avatar: the last airbender, the legend of korra, teen titans, aaahh!! real monsters, danny phantom, fairly oddparents, star vs. the forces of evil...
⨕ ANIMATED MOVIES: finding nemo, brave, inside out, monsters inc./u, beauty & the beast, the sword in the stone, the lion king, treasure planet, too many disney movies to list???
⨕ ANIMUS: princess mononoke, sailor moon, rahxephon, dennou coil, nodame cantabile, revolutionary girl utena, naruto, cardcaptor sakura, makoto shinkai films (especially 5cm per Second), spirited away, free!, vision of escaflowne, kids on the slope, eden of the east, tengen toppa gurren lagann, k-on!, ouran high school host club, mushishi, pokemon 2000 (lugia is the best, okay)...

WHERE TO FIND ME:

☀ plurk
☀ tumblr
☀ twitter
☀ instagram
☀ last.fm
☀ playstation network: sammywhatammy
☀ nintendo id: sammywhatammy
☀ steam: sammywhatammy

☀ crunchyroll (c-c-c-combo breaker!)
☀ myanimelist
☀ (i use my weaboo username from high school for anime stuff haha)


MY ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING SAILOR MOON PROBLEM:

☾ i run Ask Chibiusa on tumblr.
☾ got invited to and was on Moonlight Party 4.
☾ twitter friends with NA dub voices of new jupiter (amanda celine miller), new chibiusa (sandy fox), old chibiusa (tracey hoyt), old moon (linda ballantyne), old tuxedo mask (toby proctor). half the new dub cast knows me by now HAHA
☾ I talk with new tuxedo mask (robbie daymond) a LOT and he responds a lot!!!
☾ neptune (lauren landa) and uranus (erica mendez) know my name and we have an inside joke together jkshdlfgj
☾ i have an embarrassingly enormous merchandise collection. (I know it seems excessive, but to be fair, there are more than a few people with much larger collections, and I've been collecting for about 20yrs, so... keep that in mind...)
☾ ...which has a section entirely devoted to chibiusa. (outdated pics)
☾ the contents of my purse are all moonified. (wallet, key lanyard, lanyard for work nametag, 3ds, water bottle, phone, purse) also my art school supplies box and pencil bag.
☾ chibiusa gets her own shelf of figures in my office.
☾ chibiusa has been my main and strongest rp character for about 15 years.
☾ i cosplay chibiusa.
☾ i have a lot of friends in the sailor moon cosplay community!
☾ i am the chibiusa of a fairly well known sailor moon musical troupe.
☾ i have gone to all the anime expo sailor moon stuff since 2014.
☾ also go to the fanime panels when i can.
☾ i'm usually picked for trivia questions during these panels, and have won AWESOME prizes.
☾ won a pass at 2017 fanime to have lunch with all the guests of honor, including erica mendez (new uranus) and lauren landa (new neptune.)
☾ a few months later at the AX panel when I stood up to answer a trivia question, THEY REMEMBERED ME
☾ i have three sailor moon jewelry boxes, one of which holds my massive amount of sailor moon jewelry.
☾ I also have a metric fuckton of sailor moon clothing.
☾ basically I've become stricter and stricter with myself about spending money but Sailor Moon is my lifestyle not just an obsession sooo it's the only exception :V I HAVE BOTH GREAT PRIDE AND DEEP SHAME
☾ in 2015 I finally went to Japan for the first time to see the third Sailor Moon musical (Un Nouveau Voyage), met Osabu (Takeuchi's editor and man actually in charge of everything Sailor Moon around the world!!!), went to the ANION Station Sailor Moon Cafe 3 times, and visited Azabu Juuban where Sailor Moon takes place (and ran into Sailor Moon Obsession and ochibawolf while there!)
☾ was interviewed for a Sailor Moon mini-documentary (I said a lot more than actually went in HAHAHA)
☾ befriended the creators of Sailor Moon Abridged at AX 2014 (we were in line for the big panel together)
☾ have spent an obscene amount of money at Sailor Moon fanart gallery showings on real, gorgeous fanart by professional artists
☾ and hell, just fanart prints at cons
☾ I have F I V E Sailor Moon ita-bags (two Chibiusa, one Black Lady, two general Sailor Moon [with a heavy helping of Venus])

CLEARLY MY FAVORITE SENSHI IS SAILOR MERCURY


i'm kinda cute as fuck btw