December 2020 dailies

[sammywhatammy]

DECEMBER 8TH
morning: Judgement, Death, King of Wands reversed. I'm going through a little bit of a rebirth with my energy and finally getting things done that have been weighing on me, but it's causing me to lose vision?
night: Nine of Swords reversed, Ten of Cups reversed, The Hermit. I can feel satisfied and celebrate that I got things done today. it's okay for me to go back to withdrawing.

DECEMBER 12TH
"what does the rest of December look like?" The High Priestess reversed, Seven of Wands reversed, Five of Cups, Knight of Cups, Nine of Coins reversed, Four of Cups reversed, The Heirophant reversed. I've lost connection with my inner self and my intuition and I've given up and lost the fight. I'm adrift and empty, but I'll find my courage to start again and repair myself, however slowly, trying to seek out my inner abundance and feel triumph about my inner values.

DECEMBER 13TH
"what do I need to know today?" Queen of Swords reversed, The Devil reversed, The Hermit reversed, Three of Swords, Five of Wands. do shadow work regarding Mom; stop running from the trauma and abuse, stop fighting myself.